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Post by lolapola on Nov 13, 2013 20:45:33 GMT
Hi All, I know what I'm doing really, and I know why I'm doing it ... but I've just written 3 resignation letters for little jobs that I don't need to do (ie I have a main 9-5 job) and won't fit in with Children (they're afterschool/weekend work).
The problem is they are the jobs I really love doing and I get my inspiration, drive and passion from and it feels completely crazy throwing them in - I'll be left after adoption leave with a so-so job that will bring in the money but generally cause me hassle and often leaves me feeling grey!
I tend to keep my head in the clouds that during my year of adoption leave I will magically land a dream job that I will love as much as the ones I'm giving up!
Sorry to off load, just feeling quite daunted at the enormity of what lies in wait for me in February (or thereabouts).
Lolapola x
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Post by happyone on Nov 13, 2013 20:47:22 GMT
Do you have to resign now can you not resign later !
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Post by kstar on Nov 13, 2013 20:48:35 GMT
It is so daunting isn't it! I remember just feeling bereft when I left work, as if the world would somehow stop turning!
You will feel so different when LO arrives... Everything just turns upside down!
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Post by esty (archive) on Nov 13, 2013 21:03:10 GMT
Oh I'd ask if you could have a wee break from them when child placed and then see whether child care couldn't cover at least one of them down the line.
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Post by serrakunda on Nov 13, 2013 22:40:03 GMT
I sympathasise. I left a job I loved where I was in contact with inspirational people every day, where I felt I was making a difference, but it was third sector, adoption pay was statutory only, salary not enough to go part time. I went back into the civil service before I was matched for the terms and conditions - adoption pay, longer holidays and a bigger salary which meant I could afford to go part time. Quite frankly I'm bored, make very little difference to anything really and I can do the work standing on my head - which is no bad thing as I dont the stress
I put up with it because I can work part time and I can live on the salary. When you actually become a parent your perspective will change. What you can give to employment will also change in terms of your energy. I wish I could give up work completly but financially its not an option. It helps that I'm a bit older, I've got past the stage of being ambitious in terms of having a career, at the moment I just need a job that pays. And when Simba is hopefully growing towards independence, my mortgage will be paid off and I can hopefully look for something more fufulling for the last few years of my working life.
You are about to be hit by a big truck - its fine and normal to feel sadness for the old life, but the new life beckons and who knows where that will lead
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Post by lolapola on Nov 17, 2013 22:29:44 GMT
Thanks Everyone,
Happyone and Esty, thank you for your ideas and support, but I know the 'extra' jobs I currently have just won't be compatible with child care, and not resigning now would just be putting off the inevitable!
Kstar and Serrakunda thanks for your empathy and kind words, they've helped me get my focus back onto looking forwards rather than backwards - you're both right, a new world awaits!
At the moment, I'm at that tricky stage where I'm really feeling the pressure to make real changes to my life, work and home yet the reality of the children moving in is still up in the air. A very strange and unsettling place to be!
Thanks again to you all, your support is very much appreciated, LP xx
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Post by soon2be3 on Nov 17, 2013 23:08:06 GMT
I couldn't wait to give up work and go on adoption leave but found the lack of structure and routine very difficult. I went back to my old company in a very part time role and was so bored and frustrated. I left after 12 months as I felt my time was needed much more at home with AS. I used to be very career orientated but now really do not care or have time to really think about it since becoming a mum. It is like a whole different work and you change so much as a person. Having said that , I have just started to think a bit more longer term as suddenly realised AS will be at senior school in 18 months I have a couple of very part time jobs that I just go through the motion with. Is there anyway you could keep 1 of the jobs on as others have suggested? It is do difficult to say now, how everything will be in 18 months time for you and your family. Could you also keep going and save the money so you have more options when you have to return to work? I think sometimes you feel you have to change everything and what you really need is things to stay the same and play each day as it comes - much easier said than done I know!!!!
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Post by moo on Nov 18, 2013 3:47:44 GMT
AAAHHHH lolapola some really tuff choices.... Sad you are losing somethings that you love to do....
Please don't be rash.......
Your family will be all encompassing & as serrakunda says you are soon to be hit by a truck.... Sadly life sometimes seems to morph in unexpected ways....
Good Luck....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by lolapola on Feb 8, 2014 20:53:13 GMT
HI everyone,
Was wandering through the site and spotted my old post and thought I should add a quick update. Yes, putting the jobs I loved down was hard, but everyone was so excited for me and very supportive that it made the transition much smoother.
Anyway, after 12 days of introductions, my boys moved in on Tuesday this week ... and they're great! I'm feeling really blessed and we're making early steps to gel as a new family.
All thoughts of jobs and work are out of my head for now, and instead I'm working out how to fill each day! Biggest bonus is they're great sleepers, in bed at 7 and no noise after 7.15 (still can't really believe it's true but bedtime 5 has again passed without a hitch). That's all, just felt like leaving an update, the lows are always followed by highs (even if you have to wait for them some times!)
LP xxx
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Post by leo on Feb 8, 2014 21:16:58 GMT
Wow, moved in already! Sounds like a good start - very jealous of the sleep!!
I found that 'chunking' worked really well for us in the early days; I thought of the day as half hour blocks and planned it that way. It was amazing how the simple task of posting a letter in the letter box only 100 metres from our front door could take several 30 minute chunks out of our day!
Short little shopping trips for 5 items each (which we had spent half an hour earlier in the day drawing a shopping list for each of them).
Make sure you get some good sleep too as even the lovely days can be so exhausting.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2014 7:24:22 GMT
Oh wow Lolapola, you sneaked your two home under Moo's radar. (She won't forgive you for not posting intro's LOL )I did wonder how you were going to manage work with two LO's. Think it's something that you can look at doing part time further down the line when they are more settled, if you still feel a need to do something adult. Let us know how you are doing if you get a chance. jmkx PS - Congratulations Mummy!!!!!!! PPS - Oh, and for online names for your boys. How about Charlie (as in Charlie and Lola) or Marv, who is Charlie's best friend. He has a younger brother named Morten and an older brother named Marty.
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Post by knight on Feb 9, 2014 11:01:27 GMT
Oh wow, how wonderful but agree with JMK.....what, no intro diary ?? I expect you were far too busy after intros with 2 LOs to bless yourself let alone anything else. Hope they continue to settle and have fun with some of JMK's ideas. I spent yesterday afternoon with a little boy, home just over a year now, dancing around with him to all the nursery rhymes, no respite "Knight get up" if I dared to stop or sit down ~ might as well start getting some practice in: quite cute being called 'Auntie Knight' (not related) and he's doing really well. Anyway, do keep us updated. x
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Post by moo on Feb 9, 2014 15:07:34 GMT
Oh WoW lolapola.... Wot no intros.... Yep Jmk is right I just lurve intro diary's..... But nonetheless congratulations.......
Go girl start as you mean to go on.... We have never looked back.... Our only bug bear school.... But so many do have the odd glitch... But life with two boys for me has been uphill joy with a capital joy!!!
Please try & post us some updates.... ( got to get my fix in somehow!!! )
Xx. moo. Xx
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