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Post by ham on May 1, 2014 13:15:24 GMT
reading lots of post on here about people struggles with their children and looking for ideas of how to help etc. made me reflect on parenting my children. when I think of what I had to do on a daily bases. physio and OT for ds1 and ds2. therapeutic parenting of all 3 AC. endless calls from school, dealing with police overdoses running away ,eating issues.not being able to leave the house.Just the time and input they all needed. even as young adults I cannot leave ds2 and dd together. reports required for everything , the fighting the system. meetings and medical appointments.finding ways to help them by reading attending course etc. and feeling guilty that my youngest a bc had to put up with so much.
that's before just normal everyday things. our roles as adopters is more then just being a parent . what is our role ?we have to deal with so much with very little support we rarely even get anyone telling us we are doing a good job.more likely to get sticker charts and all kids do that. I am surprised any of us are still standing because being a parent is hard but being an adoptive parent is another level altogether.
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Post by bop on May 1, 2014 13:21:50 GMT
The police called us professional parents - and it wasn't necessarily seen as a positive thing.....but we sort of have to be as our kids can't cope with a more relaxed form of parenting....we have to have firm rules that don't change, we have to do lots of therapeutic stuff all the time, we have to keep relationship at the centre of everything....and in the midst of all this, we have to keep ourselves in a positive place....so we can cope with the abuse thrown at us.
It is hard and I don't think those who haven't been there get it.
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Post by chotimonkey on May 1, 2014 14:21:29 GMT
It's parenting jim... But not as we know it... Have been practices ing my blank serene smile with parent friends who have one bc and think we have the same problems
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Post by moo on May 1, 2014 14:31:23 GMT
Oohhhh Choti really .....?!?! One child & birth child 'eh.... Poor you don't think I would be able to stay calm to that comment any more!?!?!
No ham professional parent it is I think.... Sad bop that it is not seen positively.... Just goes to prove how judgmental & off base the so called profs always are.... If you find a good one stick to them like glue!?!?
Hugs to all {{{}}}
xx. moo. Xx
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Post by corkwing on May 2, 2014 7:27:16 GMT
Hi, Ham -
Oh, yes! You have demonstrated ALL of the characteristics of a parent over many years and in the face of unbelievable obstacles and opposition.
You were a parent and you still are and always will be.
Love,
Corkwing
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Post by corkwing on May 2, 2014 14:05:39 GMT
My mum was a REAL mum. She said she loved me even after I'd slammed the door. My mum was a REAL mum. She said she loved me even after I'd trashed the door. And kicked a hole in the wall.
My mum was a REAL mum. She comforted me when I was scared of the pretend monsters under the bed. My mum was a REAL mum. She comforted me when I was scared of the real man who put me in hospital.
My mum was a REAL mum. She still loved me after I kicked my friend. My mum was a REAL mum. She still loved me after I kicked her.
My mum was a REAL mum. She always went to all my school parents evenings and she never complained. My mum was a REAL mum. She always seemed to be at school. She was always getting called in to talk about the things that I'd done and have meetings and to try to help them to help me. And she never complained.
My mum was a REAL mum. She still loved me even after I stole 50p out of her purse. My mum was a REAL mum. She still loved me even after I stole £50 out of her purse. Actually, that was twice. And sometimes lesser amounts. Quite a lot of times, actually.
My mum was a REAL mum. She didn't complain when I refused to eat my spinach. My mum was a REAL mum. She didn't complain when I refused to eat anything she cooked, threw it all over the floor and called her all sorts of things because it wasn't McDonalds.
My mum was a REAL mum. She was OK when I got excited about a party and got a bit silly. My mum was a REAL mum. She was OK when I got excited about a party, couldn't cope, screamed and yelled at her, smashed her best plates and stormed out of the house.
My mum was a REAL mum. When she cuddled me, it felt so soft and warm. My mum was a REAL mum. When she cuddled me, I stuck my elbows in her, turned away and sometimes tried to smash the back of my head into her face. But she still gave me cuddles.
My mum was a REAL mum. She was there in the hospital when I got ill. My mum was a REAL mum. She was there in the hospital when I tried to end it all. She loved me then, when I hated myself. She believed in me when I couldn't believe in anything at all.
My mum was a REAL mum. She's never given up on me. My mum was a REAL mum. She's never given up on me, either.
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Post by moo on May 3, 2014 10:04:28 GMT
Very powerful Corkwing... My eyes are leaking again... Xx
xx. moo. Xx
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Post by Deleted on May 3, 2014 11:08:29 GMT
Wow Corky was that written by you?
Powerful and so so true.
I'm going to print it off if I may - so please confirm if you are the author so I have your permission.
I would like to share it with others if I may, and give you the credit as the author if it is one of yours.
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Post by corkwing on May 3, 2014 18:12:27 GMT
Yes, it was me. Feel free to print it off or share it.
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Post by nzhb on May 5, 2014 22:34:36 GMT
Corkwing - I want to print this off & throw it in everyone's face who 'doesn't get it' & blames our children when things go wrong for them.
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Post by ham on May 6, 2014 21:01:57 GMT
Thank you CW puts things in perspective
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