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Post by squeak on Feb 24, 2014 20:50:01 GMT
Hi all,
Forgive me if posting in the wrong place, but i thought you might be able to offer some advice.
15 months in, we now have all the material for the lifestory book for our wee imp, who is 2.5. We are finishing putting something together using Joy Rees stuff plus stuff sent by SW (which is different to Joy Rees....). Some questions:
- discussion between DH and myself. Is it worth doing a simple 'toddler' version of lsb now and then a more complex one for later? Or just one book and tailoring the reading of it appropriately with toddler friendly language?
- how do you introduce life story book? SW said just sit down and read it with him, he will like seeing pictures of himself (actually he dislikes any pictures of himself prior to coming to live with us, - he not seen ones with BF but with short term FC and turns away from them). We already talk about 'adoption', our special family day when AO went through, him coming to live with us, how life was at his FCs house, about his FC (who we are in touch with and have met up with) - just dropping things in at appropriate times. I am worried however about presenting photos of BF from nowhere - he was just 1 when removed, but still....
ive read lots of things about writing "the book" and been to a little training on life story work, but it feels like we are somewhere in the middle - he's a bit too little for the kind of life story work that has been outlined to me, but big enough that we need to be able to share with him some of his past in an age appropriate way. I can't find any useful stuff written about it, and would love to read more.
if anyone has advice to offer about this, I'd love to hear it! Sorry for long waffle and thanks for reading squeak
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Post by kstar on Feb 24, 2014 22:18:17 GMT
I'm a bit confused here... How come you have to write your own?!? I got a brilliant, detailed, age-appropriate book for Starlet which was compiled by the family support team. I also have additional chapters to introduce later when she's ready to hear about why she couldn't stay with her BF. Do you have to do it all yourself?
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Post by sivier on Feb 24, 2014 22:32:45 GMT
kstar.....we got nothing for our AD either - well, we were given a 'later life' letter which is totally age inappropriate, and some photos in an album of BPs and some of the wider BF. That's it. Sadly, what you get re life story work seems to vary hugely. So we are also in the process of compiling our own life story book.
In the meantime, squeak, what we have done with AD is just chat about things as they come up...for example she started asking if she grew in my tummy, so I was able to explain to her that she didn't, and whose tummy she did grow in, etc (I always prefer to use BP's first names, rather than tummymummy as I think that might confuse AD). I usually ask her if she'd like to look at some photos from 'when you were younger', or whether she'd like to look at them that later, so that she feels either option is okay, depending on how she's feeling.
So, basically, I try to be led by her. I was stumped when she asked (aged just turned 3) 'but what way not XX keep me safe?' about her BM - basically wanting to know in what ways BM had failed to look after her properly!! Also just to say that AD loves the book 'The Teazles' for young children - she now equates the baby rabbit with her situation and gets how excited we were to have her. So a nice positive story which we share, as well as the photos and a gentle personalised narrative about finding her own forever mum and dad.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 24, 2014 23:09:32 GMT
Hi Squeak. It's great that you have your LSB ready and waiting, but I wouldn't bother showing it to imp until he starts asking questions like Sivier's DD did, because he's only 2.5 and that is still very young.
It's usually when they start asking about babies and growing in your tummy, that's a good time to start explaining that no, you grew in X's tummy, and drip feed it to him bit by bit as he starts asking questions. I don't really feel there is any benefit in starting now if he hasn't been asking any relevent questions, as you are more likely to confuse him by doing it too early. As long as he hears the word adoption now and again in conversation, I'd wait until he starts asking some questions if I were you and then just tell him bit by bit.
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Post by kstar on Feb 24, 2014 23:39:02 GMT
Oooh right I was happy with the quality of ours anyway (80 pages, in chapters with different chapters aimed at different stages in her life) but now I will genuinely heave a sigh of relief. Good luck in the meantime
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Post by imp on Feb 25, 2014 0:43:47 GMT
Gosh, that's not good that several of you have had to compile the LSBs yourself. They are produced in house here (though can be variable in presentation)and should always be completed by the time the Adoption is finalised.
What sort of materials are you given to compile the book? Surely difficult to do your self. In our LA they have recently changed the format and start where the child is---with their Adoptive family, then go backwards through their life. I haven't seen a completed one as they are never finished before the end of Intros, but I certainly have a meeting with the compiler to hand over photos and give snippets on info about the LOs time with us.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2014 9:30:40 GMT
Imp when I adopted 11 years ago, our FC had done good LSB, which were appropriate and I didn't have to alter them, but I have heard from others that theirs were totally inappropriate, going into far too much detail, so a lot of adopters like to do their own, holding back on some information until their children are older.
I also believe that some LA's are now doing them on computer and giving the adopters a CD, which is great as adopters can alter it to suit, adding in more information as the child ages.
It seems to be yet another area where quality varies. I just wish there was one central adoption agency, where everyone involved stuck to the same rules and timescales. Would certainly make everyone's lives easier than the postcode lottery that exists at the moment, not just for life story books, but everything adoption related.
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Post by daffin on Feb 25, 2014 11:18:38 GMT
Our DH's life story book is quite poor. Spelling and grammar mistakes. Photos printed on standard white paper rather than photo quality paper etc. I started showing it to Monkey Boy when he was about 2.5 but he was made anxious by pictures of his BM, so I stopped. I now just talk about his early life. 'When you were a tiny baby, like Mouse, you lived with x and y. They couldn't keep you safe so you stayed with y and z and then the SWs decided that we would be really good at being your Mummy and Daddy, so you came to live with us. You'll live with us until you can drive a car and until you get your first job. Then maybe if you get a girlfriend or a boyfriend you'll want your own house and Mummy and Daddy will come and visit for Sunday lunch!' That kind of thing.
I think you could aim for doing a complete LSB and just make the narrative more detailed as Imp gets older.
Good luck. I find life story work quite tricky (not to sat that you will, just that I do!)
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Post by thespouses on Feb 25, 2014 14:05:55 GMT
As overseas adopters we get nothing in the way of life story book or work, we have made up both the My Family My Journey photo book (though we haven't filled in most of the text as it doesn't matter with his age at the moment what it actually says, just what we say when we read it), and a small board book with photos of us, him as a baby, and his birth mother, and some simple words about us waiting for a baby and her not being able to look after a baby.
We did find out recently that some other overseas adopters who were with a different VA do get invited onto things like life story courses - so we need to ask why we haven't been invited to any by our VA!
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Post by imp on Feb 25, 2014 14:06:35 GMT
Totally agree about the 'post code lottery' jmk, which also actually makes it difficult sometimes to give support, when standards and practice vary so much (despite minimum standards and best practice) Also,like schools, so much depends on those 'at the top'. We are shortly about to have a change of Ops Manager in Fostering, our brilliant one is retiring, so who knows what will happen next.
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Post by donatella on Feb 25, 2014 14:33:49 GMT
Have to say we don't use ours. We don't have one for ds1 and the other two are of varying qualities. For a long time we kept them in a place that was easily accessible to them so that they could look whenever they wanted to. Tbh I was pushing it more than they wanted it so I stopped, put them away and now we talk as and when.
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Post by squeak on Feb 25, 2014 20:01:40 GMT
Wow - thanks for all your replies!!!
SW has given text and suggested layout, and we agreed to put it together, partly cos we thought it would be faster!
What do you all think about including copy of birth certificate? (!?!?!?!)
Daffin - my guess is imp will be worried about pictures of BF like your monkey boy. I think he associates pictures of himself and/or others in albums with the intro book we made, and so he associates them with change/transitions/uncertainty.
Sivier & JFK - I think it would be good to be led by him, but at some point we will need to look at pics. SW was of view that the earlier introduced, the less difficult it would be, and that he wouldnt understand any of it until he was at least five anyway. My sense is that some proper life story work when he is about older is more likely to be a useful way of introducing pictures and that if he is unlikely to understand until he is older its a bit pointless risking unsettling him and confusing him. But I feel odd about doing it very differently to how we were advised. I guess I'm hoping this conversation will increase my confidence!
We read the teazles which he enjoys,and also Todd parr's we belong together, so we have some nice stories that helps to introduce the conversation too. (Useful as he generally wants to avoid conversation about anything before us).
I really appreciate your advice. Thank you Squeak
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Post by gilreth on Feb 25, 2014 21:46:31 GMT
Around here LSBs are so hit and miss - indeed local support group has a sub-group running on this given the issues. I know my sister has had to rewrite her elder son's and is not happy with her younger son's either. we are waiting to see on Sqk's - something I need to push as we were promised it a month ago. I am of the opinion not for now to include original birth certificate given risks of too early contact with BF.
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Post by Ad-minnie! on Feb 25, 2014 22:02:57 GMT
Its interesting your SW suggested looking at the book. My SW has suggested that I throw a pebble out and see where the ripples "land" (her phrase not mine!!!) and so talk a bit about adoption and see where it leads.
She says that it helps the child manage the pace of things, even when they are quite little but makes sure that the story is natural/part of their developing narrative. She explained that she felt the lifestory book might be too much too soon. However, she did suggest putting a small picture up of foster family, for example, which he could then ask questions about (this was because this was what he was asking about at the time). And, I have to say this has worked. He got used the picture as its always up and would go through who was in it and it opened up me talking about how he lived there before coming to live with me. She said that then, when it becomes part of the conversation, I might want to introduce a picture of birth mother to help him put things together, so for example, when he asks about babies growing in tummies etc. I am finding that I am using a bit of a drip drip approach with the story building over time and I guess introducing pictures one at a time. A bit like you mention, my LO does sometimes seem to avoid talking about things before me but this means doing it in bits seems to work for him. I am very conscious though that my SW clearly has a very different approach/view to yours so don't know if this is at all helpful.
Following on from some difficulties that have arisen from adoptive children trying to trace their birth families before they were emotionally ready (e.g. through facebook), I would personally be very hesitant about including birth certificate as this will have their names/surnames. It can cause massive fallout for everyone.
Joy Rees does a good training day which is worth going on although you may already have done this.
Minnie x
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Post by kstar on Feb 25, 2014 23:56:16 GMT
I was really anxious about doing any life story stuff with Starlet and panicked endlessly about how and when to do it, tried to plan what to say.. I had decided to out it off until later but then on Sunday she gave me a natural opening talking about feeling guilty because she couldn't remember her other mummy. I'm not saying it wasn't hard but it flowed much more naturally than I could ever have hoped.
In terms of content, Starlet's starts at birth and talks about her development as a person. It then has a chapter about BM with additional pages for later about mum's past, and one about dad, followed by their families with family trees. It then goes through in detail the social work involvement in her life (she had masses from birth) with photos of all of her SWs and support workers.
There is some very straight talking stuff about why she was removed - interestingly giving responsibility for this to her social worker and support worker- along the lines of it was their job to make sure you were safe and they decided you weren't. It talks about going to see the judge to get the placement order, and about moving to FCs. At the back is quite a long photo section from birth on. It doesn't say much about FC's as she got her own memory book from them.
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Post by chotimonkey on Feb 26, 2014 7:10:08 GMT
Hi We have a reasonable LSB and later life letter, i think our later life letter is for around an early teen, and our LSB seems appropriate for 5-7 ish. ours are much littler so we recently have made a toddler version for squirrel., and we are creating them for the others
before this in their bedroooms we used little photoframe decals that danced in a line across a bedroom wall and had pics of los with bps, ff, us, our extended family and every now and then with we'd do this is who made you, this is ff who you lived with as a baby and this is mummy and daddy who you will live with forever, and say goodnight to all the faces and just get used to who everyone was, we wouldn't do it all the time, just every now and then. i also used to tell them a gentle version of their story every now and then while i was rocking them, at a quiet moment when they were little, in some ways for me to get used to saying out loud as well as it just going into them gently.
then we made a snapfish album with pictures and text, lo loves books and she liked having a proper book about her,,,you can als order another if anything happens to it. it starts with a photo of lo and then a double page with a huge collage of lo with everyone significant in her life, with a look how many people love you question and she goes through and says muummy loves me, daddy loves me, sister loves me etc
it then has a picture of the moon as it was the night she was born and a baby pic and some toddlery details about the night she was born...(she loves the story of 'the night you were born' so i found out what the wind and moon and stars were doing at the time she was born).
it then has a baby what babies need to stay safepage
a page with pictures of the bp and saying they loved her but didn't know that they forgot to feed babies and it wasn't ok to hit each other, babies and other people, so they couldn't keep her safe
next 2 pages... one with fc saying she is a lovely person who loves babies and keeps them safe until they can find mummy and daddy (we have seen fc lots so have pics of lots of different foster babes that she has had ... and can say this baby has found their family etc so she can see that lots of people are adopted) and then a pic of ff with speech bubbles saying what they like
another page with pic of sw with huge pile of paper as lo had so many responses to her profile in cww...
page pic of panel checking we were good enough and then celebrating outside
pic of whole family celebrating at a baby shower and my mini (long gone) stuffed so full of gifts for the girls from when o left work that i could only just fit in so she knows how excited everyone was that she was coming
then a selection of pics from intro to adoption order (including pics of new sibs arriving and visits to ff) with captions about lo and what she is like, her personality, likes and significant moments
lots of smily cuddly pics of her with immediate family and some stuff about how lucky we are to have found each other and how much we love her and how she is a great little person and we belong to her and some pics of things she thinks she might be at the moment...ballet dancer/ action chugger/ mummy/ wood cutter/ princess and say we finish saying she can grow up into whoever she wants to be and we will help her and love her always...
she likes a book about her and we read it everynow and then, it is somewhere accssible, but we don't push it... we have recently brought her baby brother home and see ff and their new ff babies from time to time and she has done quite a bit of child lead processing around this.
hope this helps, our lo does like all pics of her...what she is not keen on is looking at pics of us from before she was here... she always asks where's we? meaning her and sibs, and if we say you weren't here yet she looks a bit troubled. she has a name that is a song that i always liked, so i tell her that before she was here i used to listen to her song all the time and think of her which i did!! and that terrible military wives wherever you are song which was out whilst we were linked and i'd think of her and be teary...dh used to joke it was adoption hormones...
anyway i digress...hope this helps, squirrel is three and loves books, so we have used bits of stories she is familiar with to help her make connections to her life and at the moment she doesnt really understand where babies come from, so is happy with the vague someone made you ... she does have a v good understanding that she lived with a foster family and they look after v special babies until they can find a special family that is just right for them, and she is good on the concept of permanence, she used to worry about me leaving her, but now if i have to pop out then she is v secure in the knowledge that i always come back...
more indepth stuff about the bf will come later when she wants to know..
smaller los aren't ready for this yet, but we will do similar when they are ready...think different children will be ready at different times
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Post by justbserene11 on Feb 26, 2014 8:07:26 GMT
My LO is the same age as your LO. Initially I used to show her photographs of BM & FC's, but found that it effected her behaviour (it did take me a while to make the connection). I now just read stories that relate to adoption (not everyday) to slowly introduce adoption etc to her. DH and I have decided to take our lead from AD. We did receive a LSB and a later in life letter, however l am in the process of rewriting these! Ours has BM's full name, DOB in both, sentences such as 'you moved to be closer to be near YOUR mummy' and 'the judge said YOUR mummy was very brave'. Completely inappropriate.....I was very cross when I read this when I considered BM only lived with AD for a few weeks and in that time (mother and baby placement) inflicted abuse onto a very very young infant . When I have 'edited' these I will not provide BM' surname, BM' DOB, LO's original birth certificate and will refer to BM as BM not 'Mummy'.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 26, 2014 11:00:37 GMT
I think the problem of showing LSB at a very young age like 2-3 is that your children haven't been with you very long and it might make them think they are about to be moved on again, as B11 implied with her LO becoming distressed.
That's why I think it is better to wait until the child starts saying the kind of things like "when I was in your tummy" etc. That's the time to gently explain that "no you didn't grow in my tummy you grew in X's tummy" etc etc. Then you could explain who X is and say would you like to see a picture of X and gently introduce the LSB depending on the level of interest the child is showing at that time.
Personally I think that introducing LSB's before the child is ready for it is not a great idea as it will cause distress and will make the child think they are moving on again when they are still settling in so to speak. As long as they hear the word adoption now and again, like if someone is on the TV, you can say "she's adopted like you are", and one day they will say what's adoption and you can start a conversation in a natural way.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 26, 2014 12:42:58 GMT
Agree with waiting until your child is "ready" and starts asking questions.
Our eldest (3.5 years at the time) had his LSB forced on him by adoption worker and they insisted he was ready to hear it and I should allow it. I couldn't do much about it at first as we where doing concurrent planning, but I stopped it as soon as we had adopted him.
I don't mean we ignored the subject, it never has been a taboo subject but we noticed an immediate difference with DS when we slowed it down and waited for him. He was suffering emotional at the time and was finding it all too much. I am quite open with him (he is now 11) and in his own words "if I need to know anything then I will ask you mum but I don't want to think about her (BM) at the moment.
Youngest DS hasn't even looked at his book and will immediately change the subject if BM is mentioned so we don't talk about it unless, again, he brings it up. I know it really hasn't helped that both books are total "carp" as are the later life letters and I have been asked on many occasions by eldests SW to re-write both as "he needs to know". So far I have not and will not until they are ready!
I would say take it gently and slowly, do not be pushed in to anything you do not feel your child is ready for... go with your gut feeling!!
Good luck
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Post by gilreth on Feb 26, 2014 19:26:18 GMT
We do bits an pieces with Sqk already - and my sister a couple of weeks back asked her elder son what he, his brother, Sqk and a teaching assistant at school all had in common. we talk about adoption and have some age appropriate books that he brings out to be read occasionally. In many ways he is lucky as at the moment the majority of children he sees (other than at his one session at pre-school) are adopted so it is normal for him. We do have a later life letter for him which is incredibly well written - but we were fortunate in his original SW.
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Post by monkey on Feb 27, 2014 21:09:56 GMT
Sorry if this has been covered - I haven't had chance to read all the replies. Our LA are recommending a new style of life story books based on Joy Rees' ideas. It helps children look at their birth history in a way that promotes positive attachment to the adoptive parents and helps them to consider their birth history from the safe and secure base. It starts with the current, then talks about "the beginning" and finishes with more about what the child is like now and what their plans might be for the future.
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Post by squeak on Mar 5, 2014 20:10:53 GMT
Thanks everyone for great thoughts. I really appreciate them.
I think we are going to finish pulling together the LSB at least so the two of us feel we have a clear story to tell and we have something for when we need it. But I think we will be led by him.
Interestingly he has been talking about his FC this week, so I think that following his lead will probably be the way forward & happen in ways we don't expect ... All the more interesting for all of us!
Hugs Squeak
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Post by kanga2 on Mar 6, 2014 13:45:20 GMT
Hi, Probably too late, but never mind ...
Our daughters' LSBs are very detailed as AD1 was 8 when placed, and AD2's LSB is really just a tailored version of her sister's. We made a very cut down version for AD2 (who was under 3 when placed). Photo on each page plus some short text, with only 2 paragraphs on why she went into care. AD2 is 9 now and still isn't really ready for the full LSB, but it is there for her when/if she wants it.
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