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Post by rlmjam on Jan 13, 2014 21:00:55 GMT
I'm a recluse in my own house again. Row because YDD couldn't get remote to work. She has inserted new batteries incorrectly and then I put them in and it worked!!! It wasn't the batteries. I had pushed a button she did not know about! ( She shouted) Had a chat with a friend today who thought it might help if I spent a bit more time with her ( I often work late. To ensure I get things done), thought it might be worth a try so sat down and suggested we watch Corrie, which we both like.... No! She wanted Hollyoaks. She knows I don't like that! Told me to get out of the lounge when I refused, she then turned tele off saying nobody would watch it. EDD went out into conservatory to watch Holly oaks. When I went out and asked EDD to watch Hollyoaks in the lounge with YDD, thinking choose your battles, its really not worth it! EDD then threw a wobbly saying, why should she!!! argh! I said, dont worry, Im not feeling well so Im going to Bed (8:15). She screamed something at me but I dont know what it was! Now I'm stuck in my room. Not feeling that well anyway and I have to put up with these constant battles!!!. It's not about the tele it's the way she speaks to me and her whole attitude, I know I should feel in control, and she should feel I am in control, but it just isn't happening ! She obviously thinks shes in charge and to all intents and purpose, she is!! When I said it was my lounge, that I am the adult etc, she turned round with a menacing look on her face and said.... No it's not, it's dad's.... Get out!!! ( dad works away in London in the week.She doesn't do this who he,s here) Just wondering... What would you do! Help!!!
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Post by esty (archive) on Jan 13, 2014 22:09:54 GMT
I wouldn't stand for it. I would unplug all tv's and say she had to earn it back. I would also ensure that dad when he came back treated you really well in front of her and that there were consequences from dad for how she treats you during the week. Pre traumered or not she needs to respect you. I don't mean as you're the one with power and she's the child but as two humans who are equal in value and worth. I say this as I'm sure I've read that she's as good as gold out of the house? If so I would suggest its a learnt behaviour. With some kids it's them keeping their anxiety in and losing it at home but she does sound more calculated. Sorry if I've read her and your situation all wrong.
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 13, 2014 23:44:39 GMT
Yes you are right she is good out of the home and because of all the things that have happened over the last few months, she has learnt how to push my buttons and take control. Trouble is, I feel weak and powerless and am really struggling to get that control back again. Really need professional advise with this one. I have tried unplugging TV's and she will just plug them in again... Or start kicking them'/ me or someone/ thing else. Also as we have 2 others ACs , it is not really fair on them... They suffer enough as a result of her behaviour towards them... And us!!
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Post by kizim on Jan 14, 2014 8:02:10 GMT
This is so painful to read - never mind live with. You sound so worn down and isolated with your hb working away...and she is taking full advantage of it. İ don!t know have 1st hand experience as my bigirl is only rarely openly antagonistic being sneaky is her modus operandi. Littlgirl is much more bolshy and we have had a few stand offs but İ have learned not to fight back but to immediately invoke her consequences. The threat of not having her föne/internet at the weekend initially drives her crazy but as İ calmly add another day for every ensuing insult she soon slams off into her room - because she knows İ will do it.
Maybe you can find something ..Money/freedom/föne that she would not want to löse and you tell her in advance that a repeat of her behaviour will result in this...but it will be instigated at the weekend when you have some moral support...but you deliver the consequence not hb.
İf she is good when others are there, invite a friend round midweek and try having some normal conversations with her. She sounds like she is screaming out for someone to stop her...but you sound like you need to get out of the house and be yourself again...not stay at work but go and visit a friend or do something for yourself.
Take what you like and leave the rest
Jofran
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Post by esty (archive) on Jan 14, 2014 8:14:30 GMT
Have you tried being a bit subversive where you take control in a really minor way, eating something you Like on the quiet, arranging yourself an activity that she really likes doing but it's just for you( I would love to take you but I am unwilling to have a rubbish day but show me a,b or c) and I'll arrange a time for us both to go) or get something that she wants really badly that is only like a day away and she has to earn it and in that artificially short quiet time you could praise her in a genuine adult to adult way and have a little discussion about another family and describe the same bahaviour in the other family and ask what does she think your friend's family should do? It's really hard and I've been to where I've thought I've lost the plot and he's always got the upper hand but have slowly by small subversive tactics got back to where we respect each other. He is much younger I think but came as an 'old un' and is incredibly old in his knowledge of life and the bad bits. In none of this helps I still really feel for you and am sending strong powerful vibes of self and strength to you and do get your husband in on this. He needs to treat you really well in front of her and demonstrate your value to the family and what you do. You could also go out and do some voluntary work with her which might give her a shock to the system and Make her think about someone else a little more. Again if it's trauma based that prob won't work but if it's become a habit after a couple of victories. Perhaps just she and you go away together.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 14, 2014 8:20:00 GMT
Reading your post rlmjam it's exactly what's going on with my YDD at the moment. It is a power thing and ANYTHING can trigger it. No matter what you offer/suggest/do it will be wrong in DD's eyes. If I were you I would insist on some counselling for both you and DD.
I know you've been following my thread on the ASB and that you know how I am struggling to get help for my YDD. It is an uphill slog, but if you don't start to get help, sadly I think it will get worse. Your DD obviously has big stuff going on inside and you are getting it bigtime!
That's what happens, us mums bear the brunt of all the internal hurt and anger and in our DD's cases it's not "just normal teenage stuff", well it is but multiplied by 1000. You have two other teens who are not behaving like this. Your DD needs professional help and soon, but be warned, once SS get involved things can get worse before they get better as you can see from my posts. I am on the verge of having to let YDD go into care. I have a feeling this is going to happen no matter how much I don't want it to.
The problem with SS is when you ask for help, they take so long faffing around trying to decide what to do, that by then, things have escalated to the point where we adults can't cope with it anymore. It is draining living with that kind of hate on a daily basis, especially when you have no real idea why and no one can get to the bottom of it. It wears you down to where you don't know which way is up. That's what SS don't get. They aren't living with it constantly 24/7. They get a break from it you don't. They will expect you to be theraputic, and to try this and that, and parenting courses, and whatever.... You will have to jump through hoops and attend endless meetings where everyone will scrutinize your parenting and make even more suggestions of things to try. Throughout all of this your DD will learn how to manipulate people, she will be given power by SS to abuse her parents, she will become stronger, as you become weaker and more worn down, until you can no longer tolerate it and say enough is enough. She may then go into care where she will learn how to manipulate the system to get what she wants from those around her. They will talk to you about attachment and the longer she stays away from home the worse that attachment will get. You will be so relieved to be living without the abuse that you will feel guilty for being glad of the respite, you will feel guilty no matter what happens, you will feel judged by everyone as being a bad mother, whether they are judging you or not. It is carp!
But unless you highlight things and ask for help, you may be blamed if either yourself, or DH lose it, and do anything you might regret. This is why you have got to ask for help and now, in order to protect yourself. Once you are on SS radar, they never really go away, but at least you have asked for help even though it can take way too long to get it. I probably have not helped you by writing this, but this is our reality and keeping quiet about it doesn't really help anyone.
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Post by shadow on Jan 14, 2014 8:27:27 GMT
mine has gone in to terror mode and is totally controlling and disengaged from me now - when they are in despotic mode as teens its VERY hard to get control - they don't care and are all out in a sort of life or death fight (in their traumatised teenage brain)
once they reach the age of 16 , if things are falling apart as a family - they are seen as an adult and able to make their own decisions - and in my experience social services then see it as "moving on" a foster child into supported living
I hope things get better for you - you are not alone - and some adopters seem to manage to stay in control of this behaviour - but many of us are struggling
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Post by esty (archive) on Jan 14, 2014 8:39:25 GMT
I like Jofran's reply of consequences at the weekend where you carry them through and hubby is there to support.
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Post by esty (archive) on Jan 14, 2014 8:42:17 GMT
I hadn't seen the other replies when I replied to Jofran's. It's a very difficult one as to what's best to do. I keep my 9 year old on a very tight rein but within that have lots of discussions about what happened to him. If he is angry at me and it's not something I've done and I'm sure it's history based I won't accept his anger and tell him that I didn't put you into foster care it wasn't me that caused the reasons for you to be adopted. I tell him he has every right to be angry as what happened to him was terrible and should never happen to a child but that the anger cannot be directed at me. I have no idea whether this will work long term I always say come back to me when he's 25 and I'll know whether I've done ok or not. This year I am going to look into therapy or counselling for him as He will no doubt be magnifying what happens now times a thousand and I want to head that off. I am also very fortunate in that he has the ability to think things through, he is genuinely empathic to people and is very resilient at present. Perhaps this ought to be on another thread. I would be doing lots of things for yourself so that your life is more than tolerable and then use that to deal with the carpness.
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 14, 2014 20:49:32 GMT
esty, how you are talking to your As is exactly what we were told to do with our YDD, so I do think you are doing something right! Our YDD told me to p**** off because she knew that was what the therapist she wouldn't engage with had told us to do and she was not interested.. She was 14 at the time, whereas my our son is young enough to accept it in the spirit that's its meant! God luck in finding the therapy or counselling.... It's not easy to get but push like mad if that's what he needs... Otherwise it will be too late!
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 14, 2014 20:54:48 GMT
Lots of you talk about consequences... I try and the phone one is a favourite on here, but she won't give it to ma and hides it away ! What do you do!!!
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Post by kizim on Jan 14, 2014 21:40:04 GMT
wait until she is asleep and take it then - at the weekend who pays for her calls/internet?maybe Money on her phone can be a reward for a changed attitude?
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 15, 2014 19:41:54 GMT
I have set parental controls on TV but little madam had worked out she can still watch through freeview and I can't eork out how to do it on there. Also its not fair on the other two who are generally good. We do fine pocket money but she now owes us money but refuses to do jobs to earn it! When she wants to do something and needs money all hell will break loose. Otherwise she says it doesn't bother her! Sitting on sofa at the moment after a hard day. She asked me to move because she was sitting here. Put it this way... I'm still here and she doesn't like it. !
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Post by littlemisscheerful on Jan 15, 2014 19:48:07 GMT
if i went down the consequence route here, we would get caught in a vicious circle of negativity, which is horrible and would end with ed basically being in her room or being vile the whole time. i would have another go at Corrie. i would say in advance that i realised i'd been busy and i missed her, and lets watch Corrie together. later, i might suggest getting a box of chocs to share, at least if you are on your own then you'll have some treats, or better still, she'll share. if successful, try and make it a regular occurence.
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 15, 2014 19:50:10 GMT
What's the best resource with regards to therapeutic pArenting of a teenaged AD? Anybody know.... The simpler and easier to follow the better as I don't have much time for reading!!! ? Never really had any training in TP and have raised that with my PASW! Only really heard about it on here... Must be behind the times!!!
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Post by rlmjam on Jan 15, 2014 19:53:11 GMT
Need to go to the loo!!!! ? What shall I do!!!!
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Post by littlemisscheerful on Jan 15, 2014 21:23:48 GMT
I have this with my dd. i announce that i need to go and do x, and leave. i make sure that she knows it is because i choose to go, not because she wants me to.
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Post by kizim on Jan 16, 2014 12:14:42 GMT
that advice may be a little late toko....hope you are not still on that sofa rimjam - one more day before hb is home ....hang on!
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Post by enid on Jan 29, 2014 22:58:42 GMT
How you doing?
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Post by rlmjam on Feb 1, 2014 10:38:30 GMT
Hi Enid thanks for asking.... Back at work now so don't get chance to get on here so much!!! Well things are still tough, but I do take m,y stand on the sofa when I need to .. And have bought tena lady!!!!!!! ( see previous posts) this weekends trial is that YDD is having a friend over for sleep over. Unbeknown to us she booked a £40 horse riding hack for the pair of them. We are doing this thing with pocket money where she has to earn it by doing jobs around the house! EDD and DS do this and are building up a nice sum. She won't do them until she wants to do something and then demands we create jobs. Last time we gave her money in advance, she then refused to earn it and ended up £15 in the red, so were not doing that again. The last time she did this we said we would not do it again as its not fair on the other two who see if as a kind of bank account and when they need money they know they can have it . ASW thinks its a really good idea! Anyway, I have phoned friends mum and she is fine with things Especially as weather is threatening to be bad! However, YDD carries on in pursuit of victory and is now saying she's going to cancel the sleep over. She thinks we will give in but if we do we will never gain control over our family... So have do we explain that she is cutting off nose to spite face!!!!! arggh!
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Post by kizim on Feb 1, 2014 11:59:42 GMT
İ agree. My dd tried this and İ smiled sweetly and said it was her choice. Hurts tho. İ realised recently that some of my frustration and sometimes İ accept the unacceptable because İ so want her to have a happy teenage experience!
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Post by rlmjam on Feb 1, 2014 12:09:46 GMT
She has seen sense. Sleepover is going ahead but now she's going out of her way to annoy me.... I'm being punished again!!!! Will not be sent to my room this time!!!! Get those ignoring muscles going again! Hey ho!!! Hopefully she'll drop it when friend arrives this afternoon!!!!
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Post by peartree on Feb 3, 2014 8:09:53 GMT
Hi ya Re therapeutic reparenting There's on line training via AKAMAS They are really good
You might find the American site the post institute handy- they have a lot of free tutorials on you tube.
I've been to the post adoption centre training sessions very good especially the holy van gulden ones
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