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Post by gilreth on Oct 7, 2013 15:55:30 GMT
Day 1 (technically first sight)Well we met the boy this morning for just over an hour before the planning meeting. He came to the door calling for Mummy & Daddy which was lovely. Was very confident with us showing us all his toys - wanted Daddy more but we knew already he was a child who makes a beeline for men. He was however quite happy to interact with me - and to look at the pictures the FC had taken on our camera. Bless him he was a little confused as used to swiping touch screen to change pictures (FC uses phone mainly) and of course ours is a proper camera with arrow keys to move through. Got some lovely photos today and no doubt we will get more as the week progresses. He can be distracted quite well - avoided a bit of a crying fit by that - and T tells me he has a good strong grip as he was being led round the house by his little finger Although the boy definitely went for T he did let me pick him up and give him a cuddle at the end. TBH getting the attachment quickly to T is important at he will be the one out at work initially indeed he is working first three days of next week. Eid and getting pharmacist locum cover round here doesn't work Had more time than planned but still had to run as we needed to have lunch before meeting. Planning meeting went very well as our SW had a provisional plan which we had seen last week - so other than a couple of timing adjustments everyone was happy. FC is having party Sunday afternoon which is well before placement (6 or 7 days) and we agreed to let her other 2 foster kids come and see where the boy will be living the evening before he moves. They unfortunately had a disruption so are worried about this obviously. I got general agreement to take the boy up to see T at work Tuesday & possibly Wednesday as well as being able to keep him at home on Weds till T comes home provided he is comfortable. Given today I am hopeful but tomorrow is another (longer day - 4 1/2 hrs). We even have our first 4 SW visits after placement in the diaries now.
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Post by moo on Oct 7, 2013 17:56:53 GMT
So good to read.... It sounds fantastic....
Aww 3 sets of intros fabbo.... Thanx for sharing.... Please keep posting....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by spideress on Oct 7, 2013 19:28:46 GMT
sounds like it is all going well :-)
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Post by daisy1985 on Oct 7, 2013 20:43:23 GMT
Congrats gilreth
Sounds fab! On those 4 and half hour days sleep the other 19 and half! Lol! Best advice I can give! Don't be daft like me Organising coffee mornings on the only morning off we had!
To be fair the coffee morning was planned before intros so we worked around it but seriously I was cream crackered!
Keep us posted, loving all these intros! Xx
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Post by knight on Oct 7, 2013 21:00:15 GMT
Hi Gilreth Yes, enjoy your longer day of intros tomorrow (and steer clear of coffee mornings.....as Daisy didn't hehehe) Loving all these intros..... can't wait 'til it's my turn x
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Post by gilreth on Oct 8, 2013 21:27:27 GMT
Day 2Longer today. At FC for 10am and greeted by the boy opening door shouting for Daddy. Spent time playing with him on floor. Loves cars & trucks, and noisy toys Then we all went out for walk to local play area. I pushed buggy down there while T & FC chatted. Once in park it was run round and play on everything letting Mummy join in as well. Best bit for of us was him walking up ramp to flat bit for zip wire (broken) & confidently jumping/launching himself at us from end (3.5 ft drop). He trusted us both to catch him which was an immense feeling. Only launched himself if one of us there as well. Lots of fun had by all. Sausage & chips for lunch from local chippy. Eaten in main park with occasional chasing by Mummy or Daddy when he ran off. Fed the ducks with bread with just me. Daddy stayed with buggy. On way back to FC's house fell asleep so after getting wellies off his feet laid him on couch while we chatted for a fair while. When he came to happy to curl up on Mummy's lap snuggling till fully awake. Wonderful feeling. Played a while longer before we had to leave ( over time) as picking up new larger car. Tomorrow we take the boy out for part of the day from after we arrive till just before other foster kids due back from school. This is a day earlier than expected but we already have car seat etc. so fine.
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Post by moo on Oct 9, 2013 6:32:17 GMT
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Post by gilreth on Oct 9, 2013 22:01:01 GMT
Day 3Well we arrived at FCs at 9.30 to find a happy boy calling Mummy...Daddy... After about an hour or so there we took him out. Currently typing this sat in Soft Play place near where we live having had him out for over 4 hrs. Went to supermarket to pick up some bits for lunch and also some more tissues as the boy has the tail end of a cold and also appears to be getting his last 4 teeth Then quick stop at delivery office to pick up a parcel from Granny & Grandpa which couldn't be delivered yesterday. We then went off to Mamas & Papas to get a Little Life rucksack - which has a parent strap attached as well as a decent grab handle. The boy will not wear reins (he sits down and refuses to walk) but after yesterday we knew we needed something. My elder nephew has one and it has proved useful at times. We also went looking for rear view mirrors so we can see him from front in car but no luck in what we want. Suspect I am going web searching tonight for that and also for an Ergobaby carrier for me to use when I don't want buggy out. Talking of buggies T had great fun putting ours up at first as we both forgot the safety catch on base .... once we remembered it was easy to put up. Back to our day - after we'd done a bit of shopping wandered back to find somewhere to eat our picnic lunch - decided on a local lake with play area. On way there the boy fell asleep as he had done earlier on way to shops. But we also decided his car seat needed adjusting so while Daddy took him for a short walk Mummy adjusted car seat to a better fit. Apparently he spent most of walk asking 'Where Mummy?'. Anyway as they got back it started to rain so our planned picnic took place in car instead:) Then off we went to soft play area where we spent best part of two hours with him enjoying himself and T & I relaxing a little. Still watching all the time and he kept checking to see if we were still there - which was reassuring in that we are getting a little way to a secure base there. We all enjoyed ourselves. Well other than the first nappy change which was a stinker and involved a vest change as well - for some reason I got that job (hence the reason this has been finished some 9 hrs after I started it). T has never changed a nappy and didn't want to deal with it while the boy was anxious - at least that was his excuse. I haven't changed many but do know what I am doing. He has been roundly told it is his job tomorrow - at least an early one so he gets to grip with it. We had to leave the soft play place to get the boy back to FC before the other two foster children got back from school (disrupted adoption in their past so they are very anxious apparently). We should meet them tomorrow as we are going later, taking the boy out for most of the day till teatime, then watching or (as my sister so kindly put it tonight) helping with evening routine. Another good day which was rounded out by us visiting the local primary school open evening - it has nursey provision which he will be eligible for next September. This means we need to get his name down on the list. A school I know a little and one where we already know a governor as one of the people from our prep course is a parent governor there. T found it positive and we have his name down (or will when I run form to office in morning - we live around 100 yards from school). Still to decide completely on childcare arrnagements when I go back to work but we shall see. Keeping options open at moment more than anything else.
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Post by moo on Oct 10, 2013 5:21:31 GMT
WoW what a busy day for you all.... Your babe sounds adorable...... You managed to keep busy well done..... Soon to your house I guess.... That makes for much easier...... You are doing so well congratulations...... Keep posting..... A joy to read Thanx.....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by Deleted on Oct 10, 2013 19:29:52 GMT
Sounds like Mum and Dad are doing a great job with Dad sidestepping the pooey bits - clever man. Have you got L plates for the buggy yet?
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Post by knight on Oct 10, 2013 19:42:49 GMT
sounds wonderful Gilreth, looking forward to hearing more
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Post by nomoretears on Oct 11, 2013 18:37:17 GMT
What a lovely diary! Sounds like he's been very well prepared.
I've had a few "baby view" mirrors and I find I still end up using my rear view mirror more than them - they seem to "warp" baby's head so you still can't really see them! Also, a little caution about the Little Life rucksacks - they can be very useful and look much more attractive than reins BUT if child won't use reins I find they'll be exactly the same with the rucksacks (refusing to walk, getting "jelly legs" and swinging from the handle, or even worse twisting the lead around their necks). And the rucksacks are a lot less sturdy than reins so end up ripping. I find that a wrist strap works better in these instances.
Looking forward to reading your next instalment!
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Post by gilreth on Oct 11, 2013 19:03:10 GMT
nomoretears - waiting to see on rear view mirrors - cannot see child through ours in either car my husband tells me (he has driven I haven't yet). As to Little Life rucksacks he is doing fine with the strap attached when needed - but mainly it is the grab handle we need as most of the time he walks holding our hands. He won't wear a wrist strap either - same thing happens as with reins.
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Post by gilreth on Oct 11, 2013 19:04:26 GMT
Day 4Can't believe it was only day 4 yesterday - feels like we have know the boy for longer. Posting this the morning after the day before as got caught up last night once we got home with catching up with one of our great friends. Yesterday started slightly earlier than planned as FC had a doctors appointment (after 14 days with a cold) so we picked the boy up earlier. Spent most of the day at a big park in the next city over which he knows quite well. Well after going via school to drop nursery form off (& me running up hill to home to get empty box for FC). He feel asleep on way to park but once we got there was quite happy in buggy as we wandered to find the children's play area where he happily spent over an hour playing on various things - and wondering where Daddy & Mummy had disappeared to (we both popped off to use the loos). He then happily walked/ran for 15 mins or so as we wandered further round the park - with the grab handle on his dinosaur backpack coming in handy a few times as he ran off away from Mummy. Eventually he found the packet of grapes daddy has put in the bottom of the buggy so he got back in it to eat them as we walked to find a cafe for lunch. Lunch was interesting - he ate his beans with Mummy & Daddy tag-teaming feeding him and ourselves. Daddy got the job of changing his first nappy - a nice stinker. Agreed we need to do a nappy change before lunch from now on - or at least to take a look. Then we went into the tropical animal place for a look round - he loves the butterflies and the fish and enjoyed watching the turtles & terrapins. We left the buggy at entrance and he walked round which he was very happy doing. Mainly holding hands although he can be resistant at times. Once we had done the wander and put him back into buggy which Mummy had finally adjusted to fit him better we made our way back to the car and meandered down to out of town shopping area to look at buggies as well aware we are going to want a different one long term. He happily walked around and even sat between us with a babychinno as we had a coffee. Then it was back to FC for tea and evening routine. A little disturbed due to the other 2 foster kids when they returned home from being out. we were warned they would tend to be full on and wanting attention which they were but we managed as best as we could - I helped FC with getting the boy ready for bed while T stayed with other two. The boy did demand cuddle from Daddy once he was ready but all in all was better than we were expecting. This evening they are out at school disco so we are doing evening routine by ourselves. Going to be interesting tomorrow as I will probably have to amuse them while T helps with morning routine as we agreed some time ago that was what he would do as he will always be about for that. Means he has to get himself up and awake a bit more than he currently does All in all a good day although I can see we will have some fun possibly with other foster children. However once we get through weekend moves to our house mainly - and plan is we will have the boy after first couple of days till bedtime - so get him ready for bed before we take him back to FC.
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Post by leo on Oct 11, 2013 19:54:30 GMT
It sounds like it's going so well!
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Post by daisy1985 on Oct 11, 2013 20:40:21 GMT
Sounds magical but exhausting I hope you are fitting in plenty of relaxing at home in between!
Lo will soon be home with you and the falseness yet magical feeling of intros will start to fade as it is replaced by home life and routine!
Xx
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Post by gilreth on Oct 11, 2013 22:30:38 GMT
Day 5Later start today - hence yesterday's post this morning. Starting typing this sat on the floor at FC's house waiting for her to return with her other 2 children from school disco. Was about to say no noise from upstairs having put the boy to bed but we then had to go to settle him. However seems ok now - she says with fingers crossed. Today has been another great day. Arrived spent a few minutes in the house and then trundled off for the day. Ended up at Eureka (giving new car a decent run) spending most of the day we had there - just ensuring we left in time to get back to FC for tea. He loved the cars & trucks - and the alien in Soundscape. So we spent lots of time chasing him up and down between the 2. He slept on the way - and I just managed to keep him awake on the way home Annoyed with our SW who we told this morning not to say anything about us tag-teaming with the other 2 last night. We were expecting it so were not worried but our SW was more concerned and talked to FC's SW who talked to FC while we were out. Not what we wanted at all - as we said to FC this evening before leaving we were fine, expecting this and have dealt with. I showed T evening routine this evening. He will see morning routine tomorrow and will show me eventually - but it is going to be his time with the boy - particularly once I am back at work as I am out house 7.15ish. Now home - we left with the boy asleep. 7am get there in morning so early night tonight Which of course I am not managing. Need to persuade my body sleep is good. Another 6 he or less night coming I see.
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Post by moo on Oct 12, 2013 5:52:04 GMT
Sounding fab.... You clearly find it easy staying out all day..... Great sounding places to visit..... Try not to be cross with your s/w..... She is clearly looking after your best interests.... You certainly shouldn't have to 'entertain' any child but yours.... Your gorgeous l/o needs to be your focus..... Thanx for sharing really looking forward to the next instalment.....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by gilreth on Oct 12, 2013 17:27:28 GMT
Day 6Ok how has it got to day 6 already ... time is flying by. By this time on Monday I will have had the boy & his FC at our house for a few hours without T who is working Today didn't start very well with us waking up looking at clock and realising it was 6.49 and we were due at FCs at 7.00. Good thing it is 5 minute drive away We had an interesting morning with the routine - the boy was already up but doesn't get dressed till after breakfast it appears so was sat watching TV with biscuits. He didn't want much breakfast - FC said it was the same yesterday so think he is a little unsettled unsurprisingly. Once that was over it was get him dressed in lounge which ended up as FC says it usually does being fun as he did not want to be dressed. Eventually we managed and following a game of see-saw on FCs knees off we went. Today we drove to the Deep - just for a bit of a change and to test the new car a bit more. He was happy enough in the car - eventually falling asleep with Mummy fighting doing the same thing herself (bad night again). Before we went into the Deep we wandered off for a bit as Mummy & Daddy needed coffee still - he was happy enough in his buggy with the rain cover on - we kept playing peekaboo round the sun cover with him as you can't quite see him when it is all on and you are pushing. I left Daddy with him while I queued for coffees but he asked where I was so Daddy had to bring him over to see me, and do a few laps of the shop while I queued (only one server on due to staff illness). Eventually we did as we had done earlier in week and sat him between us on a bench seat - he had a second cup into which we poured a bit of his babycinno so he only had a little bit to deal with. Managed to cover Daddy in chocolate from flake they gave him however Once we had done that wandered back to the Deep past marina - which I know well as my grandparents lived in the sheltered flats that overlook the basin for around 20 years so I spent a lot of time around there in my teens and later. Managed to get handles on buggy set-up so it was more comfortable for me to push and also easier to deal with kerbs. Once back at Deep Daddy took the buggy to car while Mummy & the boy queued in pre-paid ticket line to get our tickets - trying to fill in the form for the annual pass was fun with a LO hanging on your arm - was glad to see Daddy. We had a great hour and a half wandering around the exhibition looking at all the fish. He enjoyed seeing them and looking at the different sizes. We did find Nemo (as he announced) as well as many other fishes. The boy insisted at end on climbing back upstairs by himself which was fine if a little slow at times - you go to top floor at start, wend your way down on ramps and then go all the way back up at end just to come all way down again. Following this we gave him a treat by finding a McDonalds - he has been spotting them whenever we go past one ... one of the sounds I certainly do recognise now. He was very good and actually stayed with Mummy and didn't demand Daddy came and sat next to him. Pushed a little at boundaries - but on the whole was easily distracted and quite happy to wiggle around on the bench seat he and I were sharing. By the time we had finished was quite late due to the time it took us to find McDs (why is it you pass them all the time but when looking for one cannot find them - we missed one in Hull as we came away which was annoying but wasn't worth using junction to turn round on). We drove the long way home as needed to waste a bit of time to make sure FC was home - he happily feel off to sleep and I once again had to fight my tendency to do the same as T is not as familiar with the roads as I am. Eventually got back to FC - via a short stop at Sainsburys for a nappy change and also picking up some cold medication. Both T & I are fighting bad sore throats today so reckon we have picked up the cold everyone in FC house has had recently. Oh well I get enough colds anyway during winter - just hoping it doesn't last too long. Definitely early night tonight as another early start in morning. Short day as FC having the boy's leaving party in afternoon so we have a free afternoon to get some bits and bobs done.
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Post by gilreth on Oct 12, 2013 17:28:16 GMT
Sounding fab.... You clearly find it easy staying out all day..... Great sounding places to visit..... Try not to be cross with your s/w..... She is clearly looking after your best interests.... You certainly shouldn't have to 'entertain' any child but yours.... Your gorgeous l/o needs to be your focus..... Thanx for sharing really looking forward to the next instalment.....
Xx. moo. Xx Not really cross with her - we know why she did it but we were fine yesterday and this morning although suspecting morning routine of getting dressed will be easier without the audience
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Post by peartree on Oct 12, 2013 18:35:32 GMT
What a whirlwind it all is. Just think you can very easiily feel unreal about it all. Slowly over time you find your feet The low key stuff, taking things slowly and doing gentle routine doesn't feel very rock and roll. It really is needed Mine needed to be busy a lot and needed me a lot to instigate that, So exhausting quickly It's wonderful being parents xx :-) many congratulations. :-)
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Post by moo on Oct 12, 2013 18:43:39 GMT
Hey well done you are sounding so settled & happy.... I reccommend echinacea... Holland & Barrett health food shops most stock it..... It really helps me.....if I feel the sniffles coming on I take tabs for a few days.... Really seems to stop it in its tracks.... Never really got sniffles pre boys but they are a sniffles magnet.... I blame school & air con!!!! They deffo get loads more now at school wasn't so bad before they started..... Great Intro Diary Gilreth.... Can't wait for the next instalment.....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by gilreth on Oct 13, 2013 16:54:40 GMT
Day 7Much shorter day today as FC had the boy's leaving party today which we did not attend for two reasons - it was his and there was also a security risk involved (not for us directly but still better avoided). We got there at 7am after a much better get up this morning - both awake at 6am so had time to think unlike yesterday. Got there to the boy opening door and went in and through morning routine again. This time he did eat some breakfast although was still trying to be Houdini out of his booster seat. As we left we had for the first time a bit of a breakdown with him calling for 'Nanny' - his FC. Ended up stopping 200 yards down the road and me getting in back with him which worked. Went to another soft play place today that was actually fairly quiet at first. They had one of the moving cars that was Buzz from tractor Tom which he kept making a beeline for. Also loved the play house, but had a great time on the play area as well. Wasn't certain of big slide but liked little one and loved T pushing (& swinging) him on the dangling ball which he was sat on. Can see Soft Play areas are going to be come a semi-regular haunt for me as somewhere he can run off energy with me only having to keep a partial eye on him. He ran around for 90 mins and then as the place was getting very crowded we left. He demanded his Fireman Sam bag (which has spare nappies & clothes in it) as we left and happily sat with that and his drink. After a bit of driving we found a Greggs and got sausage rolls for lunch - which he loves - every time he has spotted Greggs on our travels this week there has been 'roll' from him. He played Daddy up a bit when we got back to the car - got onto back seat and wouldn't go into car seat. But bribery worked - he wasn't allowed a sausage roll till he was strapped in. Ok the flaky pastry went all over him and the car seat - but it was recoverable. By the time we got to a place to stop and eat our rolls he had fallen asleep so we ate accompanied by the gentle snores of a bunged up boy from the back seat. I tried to wake him a bit when I went to dust him and seat down from pastry, but he just wanted to snuggle into Mummy so I had to get T to deal with the seat. Then put him back in and had to join him on back seat as he wouldn't settle without me doing so. I did loose my hand for quite a while here until he was properly back asleep. Dropped at FC house where a couple of the expected 20 extra children had already arrived along with their father. The children coming are either in foster care themselves or ex-foster children of his FC. As it turned out, our expected security risk wasn't coming but we still felt it better to leave - mainly as we needed to shop if we wanted to eat tonight or rest of week So we said goodbye to the boy, had a quick chat with FC and left - the boy who had been on gentleman's knee came out to see us off - we'd just turned in doorway to say goodbye to FC and there he was. All in all it has been a fantastic first week - we'd been waiting for the wobble that finally occurred this morning. He is a little confused mite I think - he has a very secure base with his FC and we think is in very early stages of working out that he also has one with us. He knows something is going on involving him and us. As we left FC gave us a bag with his red book (NHS record not quite from birth unfortunately), his passport, his learning record from 5 weeks he did at nursery, photos from contact with birth family and a list of the toys that had come from birth family (which I was going to ask for next week). Finally there is an absolutely wonderful photo album she has put together for us which has photos of him from a few hours old. We feel so lucky to have this - both welled up a bit looking through it when we got home. She also had us made a copy of a photo canvas she has of him at his 2nd birthday party which is now hanging on our wall. We are now thinking of an appropriate gift for her - have been all along but no inspiration as yet. As T says we have lucked out big time with the boy, his FC and his SW who has been his since before he was born. Now eating my dinner then it is bath and bed - this cold is still threatening and I am tired. Tomorrow is a whole new experience as FC brings the boy here for the first time - and Daddy isn't here. Really do think I am going to make use of the permission I have to take him to T's place of work on Tuesday & Wednesday to reassure him given the bond he has already formed with T.
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Post by loadsofbubs on Oct 13, 2013 21:27:32 GMT
I've sent you a PM gilreth
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Post by moo on Oct 14, 2013 11:25:49 GMT
Aawww this is fab...
Well done you.......
You're not a Mummeee until you have done the gloopy seat thing!!
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by gilreth on Oct 14, 2013 21:58:46 GMT
Day 8Today was my first day flying solo as T had to work. Also first day at our house - FC stayed as well. After a bit of kerfufle finding us (miscommunication over address) they arrived fine. The boy was alright - I'd got some of his toys out and about on lounge floor so it was at least some familiar stuff. We also explored the whole house and Henry-cat was very patient taking several/minutes fussing before deciding to hide. This was useful as the boy is not used to cats. He did get clingy to FC around lunchtime - general feeling was he was tired so we put him in our buggy after lunch and wandered up to the local park. He had a lot of fun running round trying out everything but fell asleep on short walk back. So I lifted him out of buggy, and brought him into house to lay on his bed. He came to as I lifted him up and as I took his coat of but washappy nough to snuggle back to sleep. FC and I chatted while he slept till I had to wake him so they could get out of our estate before local primary school finished. Chaos does not decsibe the roads at that point and they needed to be back in time to meet other 2 foster children off school bus. All in all I felt today went ok - was expecting clingyness as he is confused and his secure base is FC at moment. Hopefully tomorrow will be easier when she leaves him here. Got his SW coming in morning and then we are taking a trip to see Daddy at work, The boy was asking for T today which is the other reason he was clinging to FC as he has a much stronger attachment at the moment to his Daddy. I've got the time to work on that though. This evening T attached a hook & eye to our downstairs cloakroom door as the boy kept going in there. We also have put eyes at top & bottom of stack of drawers in dining room so we can tie handles together as the boy also kept opening them. Otherwise fairly child-proofed house - at least on first visit
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2013 7:47:19 GMT
Sounds like you are doing great gilreth. Oh, I remember the hooks and eye's at the top of doors very useful to keep toddlers out of bathrooms. Today should be fun if FC is leaving him at yours for the day. It is so much easier being a mum at home in familiar surroundings, when you don't feel you are being watched all the time. LO may be more wary/tearful though, if FC isn't around. Looking forward to hearing how it all goes. If Henry is anything like my two cats were he will make himself scarce and escape to the garden until LO leaves. They do get used to the noise eventually, but it's a bit of a shock when a noisy toddler arrives.
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Post by moo on Oct 15, 2013 12:16:52 GMT
Hey sounds like you coped well T-less!!.... Such fun now you are at home for last of intro's
Can't wait to hear if l/o gets offered a job at T's work!!!!!
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by knight on Oct 15, 2013 19:52:51 GMT
Sounds like you're both doing really well and little boy. He'll soon be home........
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Post by loadsofbubs on Oct 15, 2013 20:55:27 GMT
be careful about putting locks on doors to rooms (even hook and eye can count as a lock). I know its daft but sw's hate locks and can be a very anti. might be wise to run the idea past yours before they see them (some are more open minded than others). I was accused of impeding a childs development simply for using stair gates (standard and obligatory safety equipment as a fc of babies and toddlers), when I suggested a lock on a door instead of a gate you'd have thought i'd suggested tieing the child up and throwing her into a cage! I kid not. hopefully you are working with more sensible sw's than I have had the misfortune to work with.
but glad intros are going so well. on the home stretch now!
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