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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 7:13:58 GMT
Our SW left at 11pm last night after an exhausting 4 hour meeting on house safety and prep. She has reassured us that this is 99% going to happen and that we are going to be matched with a baby very quickly after Panel (5th June). She said that we have A LOT of work to do to get the house ready - de-cluttering big time, as well as lots of safety changes and getting a child's room ready.
Because of our journey (waiting 11years for baby after numerous fertility treatment) DH and I have been very anxious and reticent about believing this is going to happen, and as such we haven't bought anything for a LO or done any house prep at all! So we need to move emotionally into a positive frame of mind and acceptance that this is going to happen (instead of the default of anxiety and emotional shut down which has been the case for the last 11 years).
Did anyone else feel like this??
Right trips to IKEA/ John Lewis are in order methinks!!
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Post by daffin on Apr 18, 2014 7:21:20 GMT
We didn't prepare anything until we had a firm match and we weren't challenged on this.
We told our SW that we wanted to tailor the way we prepared the room for a known child. We did strip the room (it was previously a study), paint it white, get a new carpet fitted and get new curtains - but all of this would have just made the room nicer for an adult occupant, too. In other words, we didn't believe it either.
Once we had a match we did a mad IKEA trip and spent a fortune. Now that we are more established parents and don't feel I have to prove so much we get almost everything second hand - either from friends and rellies or from Ebay. Kids go through stuff so quickly that it is generally in very good condition. I can then buy some things new from really nice places.....
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 7:27:15 GMT
Thanks so much, daffin. What a relief to know we aren't the only ones in denial.... It's such a weird feeling, as it's something we've wanted desperately for so long, that we can't quite believe it's happening.
They seem to do the matching now well before you go to your first panel. We are likely to be presented with a LO's profile and meet the LO's SW and have them come to look around our house even before we have been approved as adopters. So we need to get a move on seriously. Our SW says that amongst all the couples and single people she has going through assessment that we have the most to do on our house! Eeek!!
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Post by sooz on Apr 18, 2014 7:54:01 GMT
We were told NOT to do anything! Apparently it would make us seem too anxious!
Our sw told us that if we did buy anything then to keep it hidden and not mention it to the child's sw.
So, what we did do was decorate the bedroom in neutral colour and stripped it of anything other than a bed and a chest of drawers (the bed was old and would be getting dumped anyway).
I did declutter the house, we bought a small shed with a padlock for safely storing any gardening equipment, moved cleaning products from under the sink to a high shelf and generally rearranged stuff so it wouldn't be accessible to a small person.
We had decided which car seat/buggy/cot etc we were going to have and created a list on amazon so we could just click and order when needed.
I think it was a bit easier for us as ds was so small he wasn't even rolling over at that stage let alone crawling so we didn't have to worry about stair gates etc.
I would say, get a pen and pad and sit on the floor in each room in your house, look around from that level and note down anything that needs doing or needs moving. Rule of thumb, if you don't want them to touch something, move it out of reach or lock it away.
Other than that, just make sure any outstanding jobs in the house are done.
It's so hard, I was working at the time we were linked, covering maternity leave for a colleague who said 'oh I know how you feel, I don't know if I'm going to have a boy or a girl or if it will be early or late' ! I just nodded, but felt like saying, errr no, it's really not the same at all is it, I don't even know if I'm going to be a mummy yet! All the preparing the house feels like tempting fate doesn't it? Xx
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 8:05:19 GMT
Thanks, Sooz, yes it does feel a bit like tempting fate, but our SW said last night "You need to believe that this is going to happen."
She seems to think things will move very quickly after Panel (5th June) and that we could be matched within a month or so!!!
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 8:06:24 GMT
We are filling in the matching form this week and have another meeting with SW next Thursday eve. (let's hope it's not a 4 hour one this time!)
I think we are going to put down 0 - 12 months.
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Post by ladybug on Apr 18, 2014 8:09:38 GMT
I still can't believe it now. We were approved on 4th Feb and are currently looking for a match so I guess this is why it still doesn't actually feel like it's real and IS going to happen!!
We came close to a match but the LO had a complicated legal situation and was not allowed to be adopted until it was resolved but if it had have gone ahead we would have had her home by June!!
Our LO's room is now decluttered and decorated, albeit magnolia, and new flooring put down. Thought neutral was best as we have said we would have either boy or girl, we can then add wall transfers and/or pictures and maybe coloured curtains unless we are matched with a boy & girl!!
It is all still very surreal and until such times as we have our child/ren with us I think it still will be.
Good luck! Remember good thing come to those who wait!
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Post by moo on Apr 18, 2014 8:11:39 GMT
Ooohhhh times really are a changin'... Like others I was told not to come across as too eager & tailor the room to a specific match....
BUT you must listen to & trust your s/w & her advice....
Like sooz says go at a steady pace & plan a room at a time... De-cluttering ( once you actually start is very therapeutic & ' nesting'.... ) Sounds to me then that she has identified a child for you.... Remember tho it is your decision once you see the CPR & meet the child's ff... You might not feel that you can parent the child or offer them the best!!! ( but one hopes that by now your s/w knows you both inside out !!)
You are deffo not alone in not " believing" I didn't ever!!! It wasn't till I was walking into f/c house & baa was yelling mummeeee that it finally felt real!!!! ( & that is after the most wonderful & most memorable of experiences of the whole thing.... Matching Panel!!" )
Good Luck De-Cuttering it is the thought of doing it that is worst.... Honestly.... Once you start you won't be able to stop.... Then when your l/o comes it is a bomb site & you secretly long for the tidy ness of when you were 'waiting'!.!
I hope your s/w shares a bit more with you about her proposed link coz that will really help you prepare & start nesting....
xx. moo. Xx
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 8:21:45 GMT
Thanks, guys, that's very supportive.
Feeling a bit stressed - have a lump in my throat.
Got to transfer nerves into action!
DH still sleeping, but my mind is buzzing!!
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Post by flowerpower on Apr 18, 2014 8:28:57 GMT
I think sometimes it depends on how much clutter you have gathered in your home. If you are a bit of a hoarder the SW may just need you to move forward, otherwise when the children's SW comes round to see you and your home, you can go in to a bit of a panic. I know I did, because you know she will need to see a home she can imagine the child/children in.
You don't need to spend lots we just got rid of all the stuff/junk we did not really need cleaned out cupboards (to make room for all the kids stuff) and painted the kids room very neutral and just made it a very basic guest room.
Then once we knew a little bit about our LO's we just brought a boarder and some stickers and changed the curtains.
But to answer your question, yes completely normal.
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Post by ladybug on Apr 18, 2014 8:32:20 GMT
Scaredycats, as Moo said it is very therapeutic decluttering.
I had been trying to get DH to do it for ages, he is a bit of a hoarder and it drives me mad! Once we actually started it was fab and I wanted to clear everything out! Enjoy it as it is very satisfying once it's done and you look at the room already for a LO, minus any bed or cot. We can't get beds or cots yet as don't know how old LO will be, could be any age between 0 & 5!!!
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Post by amberle on Apr 18, 2014 9:52:34 GMT
Hi, we have been exactly the same all the way through to approval panel which was all of 3 weeks ago. We have a potential link and were advised the afternoon after panel.so moving fast we know all about ..lol. Having spent over 15 years believing we would never be parents, it is still a little surreal but we have started to finally believe its happening.
Like others have said, we also decluttered, painted and got a new carpet. We also have brought a cot bed..covers up to 6 years of age.. So in my mind we are all covered..lol.
Good luck xx
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 12:29:58 GMT
Ok, the de-cluttering has started! Several box files of home magazines now in recycling bin :-)
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Post by Ad-minnie! on Apr 18, 2014 13:15:45 GMT
I didn't do anything/buy anything until the very very last minute, i.e. During intros. Nothing like leaving it until the 11th hour! Had been in process several years and knowing this SW was OK with it. Plus lovely FC helped with some items. Also, meant I was able to get her advice.
Did do some decluttering beforehand but partly because of home study and my anxiety about SW seeing my house etc!
Minnie x
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 18, 2014 14:22:19 GMT
Thanks, Minnie, DH and I have really got stuck in!
Both of us have been through our wardrobes and we now have a huge amount of clothes to go to charity shop.
We have decided to make the study into a child's bedroom, so DH is just measuring in the spare room to see if we can move bookcase etc. into there so as to empty the study.
I'm just glad we have a plan now.
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 22, 2014 21:05:29 GMT
Well, DH and I worked really hard over the weekend and the "baby's" (that feels weird saying that) room is nearly empty.
We've been filing, shredding, recycling and charity shopping things.
Got the man from the British Heart Foundation charity furniture shop coming over on Monday to collect lots of furniture from what was the office!
Next step is to give the room a good clean and fresh coat of paint.
Still no furniture ordered as wanted to clear things out first.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 22, 2014 21:31:46 GMT
Have only just seen this. How exciting! This decluttering and nesting is when it all becomes real - when you realise that in a few months time you will have a LO moving in with you forever and you will never be alone again - will have a shadow following your every move - will never have leisurely sunday mornings in bed to read the papers - will never be able to have a wee in peace without someone following you into the bathroom Oh yes I remember it well - the freedom!!!!! Run now while you can ..........
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Post by moo on Apr 23, 2014 5:50:29 GMT
WoW.... Well done you both.... See told you once you start you just can't stop.... It's almost addictive!!!!
Can't wait to read your post after your s/w sees your efforts.... She will be bowled over & on cloud 9!!!
Bet you are feeling empowered.... You sound it & have achieved sooo much....
Xx. moo. Xx
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 23, 2014 7:14:22 GMT
Thanks, guys, my arms are aching this morning from all the lifting! And the house is really dusty so I have a bit of a sore throat and keep sneezing. There's still a lot of stuff to go through (DH has 100s of music magazines that I'm not sure he's ready to part with... and also many crates packed with folders of IT documents from his work/ studying days....) he's a bit of a hoarder. We also have lots of guitars/ other musical instruments which will need somewhere safe to stay...
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Post by sooz on Apr 23, 2014 9:04:28 GMT
See, I'm actually feeling jealous lol xx
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Post by ladybug on Apr 23, 2014 9:27:28 GMT
Wow you have done well! Feels good once you start, I had to try a persuade DH to part with things as he is also a hoarder!! You never know when you might need it!!! My reply was well you haven't used it in the last 9 years so therefore doubtful that you will need it!
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Post by frankieswife on Apr 23, 2014 11:36:41 GMT
....Because of our journey (waiting 11years for baby after numerous fertility treatment) DH and I have been very anxious and reticent about believing this is going to happen, and as such we haven't bought anything for a LO or done any house prep at all! So we need to move emotionally into a positive frame of mind and acceptance that this is going to happen (instead of the default of anxiety and emotional shut down which has been the case for the last 11 years). Did anyone else feel like this?? I'm so glad you mentioned this scaredycats as I totally felt like this. If I'm being 100% honest with myself, I still do a little bit - which is silly but I can't help it. I just think of all the years we spent waiting to be Mummy and Daddy and all of the knock-backs we had; now this IS finally happening but I'm still waiting for something to go wrong (I am such a pessimist). Anyway, we started getting LO's room ready over the weekend and it definitely helps to make it all feel a bit more real. Enjoy your trips to Ikea!
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 23, 2014 14:39:34 GMT
Hi guys, I'm really pleased actually as I've just had a phone chat with my in laws (very old fashioned couple - already have 2 grandsons by my sister in law) who we were concerned that they weren't really on board with the whole adoption thing, but actually they've just been so sweet and are coming to IKEA with me tomorrow just to have a look at baby/ nursery things and get ideas. I know that's not everyone's idea of a nice day out but I was so touched and pleased that they were excited that I'm going for it!
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Post by ladybug on Apr 23, 2014 16:48:29 GMT
Awwww...that is lovely! I would absolutely love that too. We bought a book for our parents called Related by adoption which explains a bit about the process and what happens once matched etc... It probably explained it better than we could have done but I think that helped them to understand a bit of what we were going through and what the children could have gone through. X x
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Post by moo on Apr 23, 2014 18:20:15 GMT
Great news about the in laws.... I bet you are touched.... IKEA is my idea of heaven... So many cool whatnots to give great ( storage ideas!!)
Have fun... Try not to spend....
xx. moo. Xx
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 24, 2014 15:21:34 GMT
One IKEA trip down! It went really well (didn't actually buy much but had a really good look around and got lots of ideas) in laws were very sweet and seem really on board now, which is a relief. Sister has now given me a list of things she can offer such as a cot etc. and a list of things we need to purchase. SW saw one of our referees today and that went well and SW said we could be matched within weeks following Panel on 5th June!! (Scary) Another SW visit tonight re finance - let's hope it's not another 4 hour meeting...
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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2014 15:39:59 GMT
Great that the in laws are getting excited about the new arrival too. Maybe they were just holding back a bit before just in case and now it's all going ahead they can join in a bit more.
Hope the finance visit goes quickly.
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Post by scaredycats on Apr 29, 2014 14:10:54 GMT
De-cluttering still on going. BABY'S room now completely emptied and cleaned. Next job to sponge down the walls and get painting. Don't know if we will be getting a boy or girl. Any ideas for a baby wall paint colour??
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Post by sooz on Apr 29, 2014 16:57:36 GMT
Neutral or very pale yellow. You can add borders once you know xx
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Post by ladybug on Apr 29, 2014 17:05:07 GMT
We painted ours magnolia as we had said either sex. Magnolia covers all angles and you can add colour with wall transfers, canvases, curtains and duvet covers. X x
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